For reference: I am a 24-year-old guy and my wife is 21. I have only ever been cuckolded once, and it just very, very recently happened. I'm just going to write about it extremely briefly. When it comes to the bedroom, I'm dominant and my wife is extremely submissive. I'm a 6'3", 225 lb. man and she's a little 5'1" woman. I love practically being able to toss her around in the bedroom and fuck her however I want. I have an average sized penis; I mean, it's decently thick and she's always loved it. Before we got together, she'd had few sexual experiences. We've always had a very enriching sex life, both of us are very kinky and explore together. I'll get back to this topic in a second. I had and have never been turned on by the traditional cuck-wife-bull relationship/dynamic. The whole humiliation thing does nothing for me; in fact, it turns me off. I know a lot of guys go crazy and get off to that, but for me, it makes me flaccid. Nothing about it turns me on. However, the idea of my girl being used by another man has always driven me insane. My first love was 5'4", and had some Portuguese/Brazilian roots, with a big, fat ass. I always dreamed of her being double penetrated by two other guys, or gang-banged, etc. I remember telling my first love about it once, and well, yeah, that didn't go very well. Anyway, despite being dominant in 1-on-1 situations in the bedroom, the idea of another man (or men) using my wife (or past girlfriends) for their pleasure has always been a massive turn-on for me. Anyway, despite my wife's limited sexual experiences before we met, she'd always been extremely kinky and horny. She told me around the time we got together how turned on she was on the idea of being gang-banged, being that one girl who was shared amongst men. We fantasized about threesomes involving me, her and another girl as well as threesomes involving me, her and another guy! At the same time, they always remained fantasies. She had always been adamant about being loyal/faithful to me and practically doing anything in the world to please me (which is what led to the recent experience, I suppose -- the latter, that is). A bit ago, this big, tall black man walked into where she worked (retail) and bought something. On the way out, he straight up told her, "Let me be your boyfriend". She told him that she was married, showed him her ring, and he still persisted before finally relenting and leaving. Apparently every so often he kept returning the store, buying himself and still flirting heavily with my wife. When she told me about it, I didn't think much about anything happening. I just straight up asked her, "Do you like the attention?" She was, at first, appalled by my question, and blurted out, "No!", very defensively! Later on she asked me, "Why did you ask me if I liked the attention?" and I said, "I just want to know if you liked the attention". She didn't say anything. The next night or so, we were fooling around in bed, and as she was already hot and bothered, I asked her if she liked the attention from him, and she still refrained from answering, until she finally admitted that she enjoyed the attention, that (in her words), "he made her feel like a sexy, little whore" (we do a lot of that kind of 'name calling' during sex, like "whore", "fuckdoll", "fucktoy", etc.). I was filled with lust that she'd told me. When I fingered her, I made her tell me that she wanted to suck him, and she did. I straight up told her I wanted her to suck his cock. She didn't battle me. She didn't protest or get offended. She just asked me if I was sure! Thinking about this, even now, fills me with lust, because I know that she wanted to suck (and fuck?) him deep down, she just wanted to be a faithful, little wife about it! Well, she did it. She blew him. He took pictures with her phone and everything. She hasn't fucked him yet, or has she stated that she will, but I know she will. I can't stop thinking about it. I've masturbated to it. She's jacked me off to it. It's filled me with lust. I don't know what the point is of me posting this. I don't know? I mean, I just, you know, I'm dominant with her, 1-on-1, in the bedroom, but having always fantasized about scenarios like the above happening, and it actually happening, it drives me CRAZY! I want to watch her suck him off, in person. I am *still* massively turned off by the whole humiliation aspect of it all. I think it turns me on so much, because my wife is getting pleasure, and for her to be pleasured by another man, it's just so taboo. I can't stop thinking about how she wanted to do this wife him, anyway, and how much she enjoyed the attention, and how she just relented and gave her mouth to him. She literally has the greatest blowjob eyes and dick sucking lips combo in the world (of course, I'm a biased husband saying such a thing...) but my oh my. I want to watch her suck him deep. I want her to look me in the eyes while his throbbing dick is in her mouth. I just needed to vent or rant. This is the only place I know to do this on. Can anybody else relate to me, though? Dominant with your woman in the bedroom, but being filled with lust over her being with somebody else? Does anybody else hate the humiliation aspect of it, as well? I just like my woman being pleasured by another man, or her servicing him. It drives me crazy! But if it ever turned into a humiliation aspect, the situation would lose its luster.