My new gf and I only started dating just before this Covid thing really took over in the UK. We have only been in each other's company about a dozen times now and the majority of them has been under social distancing guidelines. (i.e. We meet in a park or a square and sit about 2 metres away from each other. A lot of talking but no physical contact. ) Sex hasn't even entered into the conversation let alone been on the cards. She has no idea about my sexual history and previous proclivities nor I hers. We know something about our lives with former partners but nothing of a sexual nature. We are otherwise just getting to know each other better. I desperately want for things to normalise for all the reasons but I of course want to expand the relationship to include physical contact. Definitely lusting for just pure non fetish/ kink driven sex with her but of course my particular desires involving my historical SPH and cuckold lifestyle are always on my mind as well. For a start she (as far as I know) has no idea that I have a tiny cock let alone love being "humiliated" about it. I have imagined drafting a detailed history of my SPH experiences and subsequent MMF, foursome and cuck engagements and "accidently" allow her to peruse it while in my presence. I won't do this even though the draw to do so is massively tittilating for me. (If and when she actually sees my tiny cock I will be disappointed to say the least if the shock and surprise for her is a sexual deal breaker but regardless I know from past experience it will also be very arousing in the aftermath. If my fantasy scenario is to become reality I would love the best of both worlds. She is indeed shocked and disappointed by my little dick but like my former wife we enter into an expansive sexual lifestyle and my new gf can enjoy all the cock she likes including mine on occassion.