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the first time I felt humiliation

Discussion in 'Humiliation X' started by fkmywfxn, Jan 1, 2017.

  1. fkmywfxn

    fkmywfxn Well-Known Member

    After he finished in her I took my turn. I was so horny from watching them and she was so wet from him coming in her that I came after only a few strokes. I was so embarrassed. He had just fucked her for what seemed like forever. I was getting frustrated waiting for him to get off of her. I could barely feel her and I'm sure that she could barely feel me.

    It was the first time I felt small. He was the superior lover in the room. I thought things were over. I wanted him to leave but when I got off of the bed he got back on. He was still hard. His cock was bigger than mine and I didn't care about it until I came so quickly and felt so inadequate.

    I was happy that she was going to experience a cock bigger than mine but now I was feeling nervous and jealous. I had just watched her enjoying herself with him but I came so quickly that she never got started with me and now he was going to fuck her again and she was laying there waiting for him.

    I sat back down in the chair and watched again. It went on for even longer than the first time. He rolled her around into many different positions. I couldn't believe he was staying so hard. She would look over at me occasionally. The look of lust and enjoyment on her face as he pumped his cock in and out of her is what makes watching so much fun. She mouthed the words "I love you" as he fucked her. That was so incredible. I felt reassured and began to get hard again.

    She was being used by him in a way that she never experienced. In a way that she never experienced with me. I has happy that she was experiencing sexual things like that. I was happy that she was happy. I wanted another try.
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  2. DeannaHouston

    DeannaHouston Well-Known Member

    That is so hot! Oh Wow! Wow! Wow! Wow! That is perfect for me! Thank you for sharing! I love telling Jeff "I love you" when I am getting cock from another. And my favorite is him telling me...."I love you" while I am fucking a bigger dick. Deanna
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  3. UnicornBull

    UnicornBull Member

    That's what we bulls do!
  4. rob788

    rob788 Guest

    You're a very good husband. I trust that you feel fortunate that your wife is receiving what she wants. I'm thrilled when my wife cries out to me breathlessly, "He's so much bigger than you," then turning to look up into his eyes as he fucks her, "Your cock is so fucking great!" I hope her young friend is as excited as I am at those times. Both typically last longer than I possibly can. He gets what he wants and she receives what she needs. I'm an average size and she clearly appreciates the almost-four inch difference. And, like your wife, she also tells him, "I love you." Doesn't bother me; he's almost ten years younger than my 29-year-old wife.
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  5. Krosk

    Krosk Member

    Probably the most sexually exciting night of my life was when my wife's young lover came inside her, pulled out with his rock hard cock, and told me to go ahead and let him watch me fuck her. I did the same thing.....Maybe two strokes before cumming hard. He was back inside her in no time at all, seemingly showing both of us that he could make her cum numerous times without losing his erection. A couple of times he acted like he came during her orgasms, but he continued fucking her right afterwards, and she would constantly tell me that she loved me as she was catching her breath.
  6. tractorman

    tractorman Well-Known Member

    been here once...never again now I just watch!
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  7. rob788

    rob788 Guest

    I once felt inadequate when one guy was fucking her. I last around three minutes at the most. When his dick was sliding for perhaps ten minutes at a time through her pussy, she was hot as anytime I could recall, maybe hotter.He performed several times that night. She had told me about only one before him, her boss, with that stamina for long lasting fucks. The longer it went on, the more excited she became. If often think about them united as one, going on for what seemed then to be unending. I trembled as I watched, feeling small and unworthy, but I soon got over it and was thankful he was so good for her.

    I thanked him, probably too much, when he left the next morning and said I was so impressed. I still don't understand how some guys are so long lasting and can deposit so much sperm in one night. She told me after he departed, and she has since repeated, that he is one of the best ever she has had. I understand why. He still fucks her now and then, most often at his condo, but not frequently as she has been with three others.
  8. don_jetman

    don_jetman Well-Known Member Founding Member

    I've seen some really huge guys fuck L, and we've played a lot of scripted games with her lover Dave over the years that involved him dominating us as a couple, but I never felt truly humiliated. I was always somewhat in control, and the games were in private and accepted for what they were, an agreed upon domination fantasy session. It was all well and good, until the one visit to Dave's home for a few days when things went sideways for me. L seduced me with the kinky idea of trying the Aneros prostate massager on me for the first time (thanks, Dave), twice within twelve hours of Dave's Orgy from Hell. It later left me limp as a dish rag, in front of three other couples as a strange guy put L through her paces in front of us. L tried her best to get me hard as well as everyone looked on, but I just couldn't get it up. So try being tied helplessly to a chair, impotent as your wife sucks you, in front of an expectant audience, then watch as your wife and a guy neither of you have met before fuck each other senseless. It was a fractured, surreal, humiliating night. Pharmaceuticals were involved. My mind was twisted like a pretzel. But no one was injured, and no one went to prison. L was pleased. And my ego healed, with a bit of help.

    Through the Looking-Glass

  9. saturn

    saturn Super Moderator Staff Member

    When you have to say that about any evening, you know it was a good night!
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  10. waynerobertson

    waynerobertson Well-Known Member

    When most cucks are limp due to a "massage" or a real cock that is when they feel and revel in their humiliation watching the wife get fucked repeatedly and the best that they can muster is a slight twitch if that.

    Always appreciate what Don shares and writes . . . I know meeting him and the wife would be very cool for all three of us. Most of all I like his honesty.
  11. don_jetman

    don_jetman Well-Known Member Founding Member

    Well, it was good a day or two later when I reflected on how being thrown off-balance had been a positive thing - that which doesn't kill you makes you stronger, and all that. More important was how good it was for L. I saw an immediate leap in her self-confidence, as well as her aggressiveness toward other men. She's always had had this fantasy about having sex in front of an audience, or at least being seen by someone in a public place. I know the
    "enhanced" hors d'oeuvres played a part, but I never imagined she'd submit so naturally in front of a group of people. It was a milestone in my understanding of who she is, even after years of marriage. Yum.
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  12. don_jetman

    don_jetman Well-Known Member Founding Member

    Thanks, Wayne. We've played with the Aneros a few times since, but I'm not a huge fan. Sometimes cumming with it is fantastic, and sometimes it's just a distraction. L seems to take devious pleasure using it on me at times, not that she'd ever tell me - it's the fascinated look on her face, like she's the one in charge, the one doing the penetrating for a change.

    I'm not sure to this day how Dave knew his plan for L to use the Aneros would add impotence to the humiliation that night. Maybe "over-use" is a better way to put it. I'd begin to get hard, then suddenly just deflate, over and over again. It wasn't like edging - at least with that you get erect with some intermittent pleasure. This was raging horniness, with constant waves of expectation and frustration, accompanied by a slight dull ache where the prostate should be. Looking back, being tortured by L's shocking fuck-fest while I was made to watch as a helpless eunuch, is very hot. But at the time, the helplessness and frustration was all too real. Would I want to do it again? Maybe, but knowing what happens ahead of time wouldn't have the same effect. Anyway, the more lasting effect was on L, and she's already pushed that envelope.
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  13. Krosk

    Krosk Member

    Yeah, the constant expectation followed by the frustration, over and over again is what brings me back to wanting to experience this situation. I can't cum, but my mind is on the very edge of EXPLODING when I see my wife enjoying herself with some stud that can't seem to get enough of his own pleasure from her body!
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  14. waynerobertson

    waynerobertson Well-Known Member

    Don, I think there is still at least one more envelope that she can push for you and her. Maybe two envelopes!
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  15. don_jetman

    don_jetman Well-Known Member Founding Member

    There is a strong element of submission (and humiliation) involved in these situations. L and I both go through cycles when we crave it, both apart and together. That said, it's not something that's a staple diet for us. We can't really explain why the need comes over us, and we don't always feel it at the same time. But generally, we like to have some say in how it plays out. There are definitely limits, and exceeding them makes it all fall apart. Dave is one of the few men who know us well enough to take us right up to that edge.

    But this was very different for me. The couples watching at the party that night had no idea what I had been through during the day. To them I probably appeared to be an impotent husband who was the target if his frustrated wife's frustration and revenge. I had no power, no say, no ability to explain. In front of strangers, it became too real. Granted, we knew these couples were swingers, but that was lost to me in the turn of events. To me they were just strangers watching L's husband fail to get hard (and likely routinely unable to satisfy her). We've since met and know these people, so it's no longer an issue - one of them is a cuckold couple in the colloquial sense of the word - he's much older and often impotent so he only watches his wife fuck other men.

    Looking back, my own account of that night seems overly dramatic. I feel a bit, well, embarrassed that I panicked, that I actually saw Dave as Lucifer, and that I saw Gail and L as good/bad angels. I tell myself it must have been the brownies...

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  16. don_jetman

    don_jetman Well-Known Member Founding Member

    That's what I love about her, Wayne. As innocent and inexperienced as she was when we met, she always seems to find a stunning way to make me want her more.

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  17. SmallFry

    SmallFry Active Member

    I have always felt small ever since early high school because my flaccid penis is so tiny compared to every other guy I had seen. I also was aware that my erect size was statistically well below average at only 4" and had seen a few erections in the course of pre teen /very early teen sex play/ show n tell scenarios.
    The first time I felt really small was when I caught one of my girlfriends fucking another guy and his cock looked about twice my size.
  18. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    Who cares? The real question is did you jump in afterwards and tell your girlfriend that you were fine with her exploring?
  19. SmallFry

    SmallFry Active Member

    I was much younger and it was a long time before I had developed my SPH fetish. At the time this happened I was in no way attracted to any kind of cuckold or MMF scenario. I certainly was not fine with her exploring. It was simply a chastening experience but that was then and this is now and if it happened after my SPH fetish had blossomed it would definitely be as you suggest.
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  20. verkitwme

    verkitwme Well-Known Member

    I know (since day one of being shared) my hubby initially felt intimidated once he ate my lovers creampie. I asked him to clean me and after some reluctance he did it.
    Now he loves it and he has eaten hundreds and I mean hundreds of creampies from me, from various parts of my body.
    He knows it's his job at this point.

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