What is it like for you? I am never confident that our marriage is secure. She is not my possession and is free to go if she wants to. I hope she stays with me. I love her. The day after for us as a married, committed couple seem to never be the same. They are as unique as the man, or men, she had sex with. I'll admit that there were times I talked her into having sex with someone that she was less than enthusiastic about. Over time, as she began to be comfortable with having sex with other men with my blessing, she began to pick up men to have sex with her on her own. I was not always happy with her choices and it was hard for me to watch or know that she was getting fucked by a man that had total disrespect for me. She was oblivious to the situation but him and I knew. We would have a sort of competition to see who could fuck her the best. It was not always good for her. Usually she spends the rest of the day sleeping. She is done having sex. I used to try having sex with her the next day but she didn't want me to even touch her. Her pussy is sore from all the friction. That pissed me off at first but over time knowing that she had been fucked that good made me happy. I'll check in to see if she is o.k. She looks so beautiful laying there knowing that she is so exhausted from getting fucked. Knowing that she is holding his cum inside her. She fell in love with the first man I talked her into having sex with. Her first time, our first time, couldn't have been more perfect. We worked through that first time. Our love for each other has grown stronger because of our experiences. We'll both resume our normal life. We don't party every weekend. We still enjoy our time together without involving other people.