Sorry about how long this is Some basic background Wife and I been together 14 Yrs, lived together 4, married 8. Second marriage for us both, 3 kids no kids together. 3 yrs ago we had a couple MFM with a friend of mine she absolutely enjoyed them, first one was my idea second one with same friend was all her idea she invited him over then told me a couple hours later. My friend and I were texting that day he was sharing with me screenshots of my wife’s and his text just so I knew what conversation was taking place. The second MFM started a bit different, I had made a video of the first one but the wife wanted nothing to do with watching it with me, she said it was to embarrassing to watch with me, So I told her that she should watch it with my friend because neither of them have seen and are the stars of the video. So he arrives and I turn the video on in our bedroom TV and left the room for about 20 min so they could watch it. When I went back to our master bedroom and walked in he had my wife on her back pounding away at her pussy, I undressed and joined in, all three of us had a great night. Over the following few months my wife and I would occasionally talk about the threesomes, I would always express how hot it was watching her get fucked and how I enjoyed watching her and then joining in after he had cum in her. She would agree it was fun but follow it up with she would never do it without me there, and that she didn’t want it to become the focus of our sex life but on occasion we could do a repeat. I had also expressed several times that sense she has a much higher sex drive than I do she should look at getting serviced when she needed more than I was providing. She always said she would never do anything without me present but also on occasion tease me that she was bent over her desk at home getting a good fucking, and she would be nice and sloppy for me when I get home. A few more months passed and all of a sudden she turned into a Nun. There was no more flirty text between us, If I started being flirty while texting her she would go dark and just not reply to me or not engage that conversation at all. Then one evening we had a little blow up about her not getting enough sex from me and that needed to change, I replied back that she has shut me down. That we cant discuss sex anymore and that she doesn’t reply to my text if I get flirty. She unloaded on me and brought up our threesomes and that it was horrible she didn’t enjoy either of them, she wished she had never done it. It was my fault she did it, I am a horrible husband for wanting a threesome. Now I will take responsibility for the first threesome I encouraged it but it took months of discussing it and the three of us texting about it before it happened.