How did you get used to, or overcome, knowing that your wife doesn't want to have sex with you? i mean i'm not sure that my wife even loves me based on her actions. She cooks usually, and does the laundry. i am not allowed to touch the wash machine or dryer. She tells me She adores me, and those are all actions, but in bed, usually, She barely acknowledges me being there. i sleep at the furthest edge of the bed away from her, and try not to touch her at all, anywhere, for fear it will annoy her or upset her, although my desire, my constant craving, is to ravish her, to arouse in her the desire that She inflames in me. Sometimes in bed i might try to touch her in a slight way, or "accidentally" bump into with my leg or foot or hand. Occasionally, she seems to let me touch her, lightly, for a few moments until She lets me know, i've been caught touching her and She moves away from me out of reach. At times my lovely wife will touch me or slide her fingers along my side or on my chest but then She stops, and moves away. She will immediately move away from me if i respond to her touch in any way. Even the slightest movement in response, and She just Stops, and, i, am, left, standing. (So to speak.) Then what? Then, most times, She turns over and ignores me leaving me alone totally aroused in abeyance. Now days my "shortly", as she calls it, is mostly locked in a cage so my arousal is limited by the restrictions of metal. The struggle i'm having is acknowledging that She really doesn't want anything to do with me sexually. Occasionally we have had interactions where i end up cumming but those moments are happening at longer and longer intervals. Most mornings i get a light pat on the butt as She says, "It's time to get up sweetie-pie." It's discouraging. The realization that this lack of desire, or even need for me greatly saddens me. i realized just the other day we have been married almost 3 years and we have only had intercourse once. That was on our wedding night. Discouraging... Well now, what to do with this realization, these facts of my life? i wrote, to another member here earlier because they helped to raise the scales off of my eyes. Through their writings that individual helped me to be able to see what is really going on and who i really am. What do i do now? i take comfort, at times, in learning these things and how it's possible to live and deal with being a sissy. How do i get over the sadness, being forlorn in the realization that i am not able to please my wife? Is She going to leave me for someone who can satisfy her? i don't think so, but i didn't see until just recently this newfound realization that i am a sissy. Maybe we will do something previously unthought-of in our lives together in order to satisfy perhaps buried needs, or maybe She just doesn't have the needs that i have? i don't know the answers to these questions. i'm hanging on to hopes that this is all going to get better and life for both of us will become more fulfilled.