Learning to accept being a cuckold

Discussion in 'Real Life Experiences' started by Takemoment, Jan 1, 2020.

  1. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    Why did I want to see another man fucking my wife? What the fuck was wrong with me? I was devastated when I learned my first wife was fucking another guy. I was angry, jealous, confused, devastated, lost. So if I had all of these emotions when my first wife was fucking another guy, how in the hell was I ever going to handle my new wife fucking another guy? But that bombshell that shattered my marital life with my first wife unlocked something inside of me. I still remember begging my first wife not to leave me for him, the things I promised her if she would stay. I would not interfere with her life and her lover, that she could continue to fuck him, that I would raise their kid as my own, that I would publicly acknowledge that he was the father, that I would welcome him into our lives, that I would move out of our marital bedroom and let him move in. I had no idea at the time that I was willing to be a cuckold. And it fucking made me horny, my cock hard thinking about it.
    So now here I was, my unexpected desire expressed to my new wife, no way to take that back. And she wanted to fuck her ex, she fucking wanted to fuck her ex. So I let it go, this fantasy this desire, for months. Nothing was said between us. At first our sex life sort of went on hold, but with time we were fucking, making love again.
    And yet this desire was constantly invading my thoughts, more as time went by. It actually was in reach. I had expressed my desire to my wife, she actually agreed to do, to let another man fuck her. I could fulfill this fantasy, to see another man naked with my naked wife, his cock inside of her, fucking her, cumming in her. But the problem was the man, the man my wife would agree to fuck. Her ex, her fucking ex-husband. I was not jealous of him, at least it never bothered me that she was married before to another guy. I had been married to another woman. Fucked another cunt so the fact that she and her ex had fucked in the past was the past. But did I want to see them together, to experience what it was like when they use to fuck, what it was like for them? Honestly, the answer was no. But it would provide what I wanted. No matter who the guy was, if we moved forward, another cock was going to penetrate my wife’s cunt, fuck her, cum in her. I just could not think about any consequences.
    I told my wife that I would welcome her ex into our bed.
    She would discuss this possibility with her ex. (What the fuck would he think of me?)
     
  2. slutplay

    slutplay Loving Slut

    All very difficult and distressing but the rewards are huge. You would never be really happy and fulfilled unless your wife was fully having sex and an intimate relationship with this man.
    Your needs not being satisfied leaves a huge gnawing hole in your life and preys on your mind constantly. The anxst you feel by her cunt not being fucked by another man is dreary and depressing whereas if she was having a good sex life with another man, although distressing, is far more acceptable and exciting. That's my opinion anyway.
     
  3. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    Thank you for your opinion. Support like your is what I need in this journey
     
  4. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    Nothing wrong with you. It's actually normal.

    It's not that I wanted to see my wife fucking another guy, it's just that she likes it (and women too) and I want her to be happy. At first, I didn't watch, because I didn't care that she was getting extra, she gave me all the love and sex that I wanted. After a while, however, I met the men and women Audrey plays with and came to enjoy the hobby as well. It is all perfectly natural.
     
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  5. Wife4others

    Wife4others Guest

    Just enjoy it. Nothing wrong with liking it, the cuckold lifestyle for me and my wife has gone to another level for us. And it's been absolutely great.
     
  6. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    What do you most enjoy about it and about being a cuckold?
     
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  7. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    As I explore this lifestyle it seems you may be right, it is more normal that I would have thought, but it is an emotional time going down this road
     
  8. Wife4others

    Wife4others Guest

    Love watching my wife getting pleasured number 1. Her getting off will always be the best.
    As far as being a cuckold just being known as one. Family and friends knowing. Having our bull over and him hanging out with us and the kids.
    No being a cuck to my wife and oldest.
     
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  9. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    I do not want anyone to know I am a cuckold, just my wife and the cock that fucks her
     
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  10. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    It can be, but enjoy it. It was emotional pleasure when you first fucked your wife, and continues to be, right? Same watching her get fucked by someone else, while she's still your wife, and you're letting it happen. She's happy, satisfied, still loves you - enjoy the ride.
     
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  11. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    Yes it was a very emotional and special time the first time I fucked my wife and I still enjoy fucking her. I want to see her fucked by another guy, it will be like watching myself fucking her but as a voyeur. Seeing the two bodies together, how they connect, and actually seeing my wife responding to being fucked. I think you do not realize everything that is going on when fucking, yes I feel my cock in her cunt, how wet and tight it is, I feel her tits, I see her and kiss her while fucking, but I only have my own perspective of what is going on. By watching another guy fuck her, I will understand and remember what is completely going on when we fuck, her reactions and activity. Does that make senses? Of course, I am still worried this could be a mistake. Can I go through with it?
     
  12. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    It makes plenty of sense. Both you, and more importantly your wife, will have a heightened sense of pleasure and it will bring you two closer. It will only be another aspect of your life. You two are in control, like many things in life, if it isn't exactly what you want, adjust and move on.

    Other thoughts: sometimes I wonder, does his cock feel the same to her as mine; does her cunt feel the same to him as it does to me? Also kissing your wife as he fucks her is wonderful.
     
  13. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    The wondering part I have definitely thought about. As a guy I am worried that my wife will like his cock better than mine, that he fucks better. Since this guy that she may fuck is her ex husband, I know she already knows how his cock feels in her. I know he is bigger as I asked that once out of curiosity. She is goin to ask him so waiting for his response and reaction. I am so nervous.
     
  14. airhorn

    airhorn Member

    She might miss sex with him and want it again, but bear in mind that there's a reason he's her ex-husband.
     
  15. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    Yes I know they divorced but I think she does miss the sex with him. I guess I will find out.
     
  16. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    After I told my wife that I was willing to have her ex in our bed, she told me she would have the discussion with him. She did ask if i was sure this is what I wanted and that I could handle it. Even though I was not sure at all, I did not tell her that. I said I was all for it. I waited several days wondering when she would talk to her ex, what he would think, what he would think about me wanting this, would he like the idea, would he do it? What if he was not interested, thought I was an idiot, assumed I was a fag and just wanted to see his cock, would have not part of this? I did not know which would be worse going forward. After all he was never going to be out of the picture, out of our lives, they had kids together, there would be times where we would have to be together. How awkward. Maybe this was a mistake. Then one morning as we were getting ready for work, my wife told me she was meeting up with him after work, to have a drink, to ask him. I was overwhelmed with emotions, panicky, (horny). I said great, like it was no big deal. She left for work and I headed to the bathroom. Yes I threw up. I had to lay down for a bit.
    I really could not concentrate at work, thinking about my wife asking him. After work, I headed home, knowing that my wife was already meeting with him, discussing this possibility. I got home, had a beer, had another beer and had another. Had a shot of fireball, okay a couple of shots of fireball. So I was not feeling any pain when she came home. But fuck, I swear I soberer up as soon as I heard the door open. I just waited in the family room. Did not move. Before I heard the door, my cock was hard, it was hard thinking about their conversation, how she asked him, his reaction. As I thought of him saying yes, I got so hard it hurt. But as soon as the door opened, I was limp.
    My wife came into the room asked how my day was like it was just an ordinary day. I looked at her and asked how it went. I could not wait any longer. She smiled, sat down and told me that she met up with him, talked about the kids for a bit and that he wanted to know what was up, why they were having this meeting. So she told him. I think I stopped breathing for a moment. She said he looked confused, asked her to repeat what she said. When she did he wanted to know if she was serious, was this some kind of joke. When she told him it was something we both wanted (I was honestly taken aback when she used those words, something “we” both wanted but I was too focus on the outcome, his answer.) he wanted to know why. I asked my wife how she answered that, before she proceeded. She said we wanted to explore our sexuality, to experience new things, just to have fun. He wanted to know if I was really on board with this. Of course she told him it was my idea. He did not understand that but wanted to know why him. She let him know it was her idea to ask him, that she wanted to feel comfortable doing something like this, and doing it with him she thought would make it somewhat easier, since as she put it, they were lovers, married, they fucked often back then. What did he think about it she asked him.
    So what did he say I practically yelled out, did he agree?
    Yes
    There it was, he said yes. He would fuck her.
    I asked how did she leave this conversation and she said they made plans.
    Plans?? what kind of plans? She smiled and said since they share custody of their kids they had to work out where the kids would be since they could not be with either of them if they were going to be together, you know, naked. If I had being drinking something, like in the movies, I think I would have spit it out in shock. Naked, they would be naked, together.
    So what is the plan I asked. Their kids were going to spend a weekend at his mother’s place. What weekend did they have in mind (my cock was hard I realized)? She looked at me and said the next weekend when my kids were with their mother. That was in a week and a half from that night, since I had my kids that upcoming weekend and then the following weekend they would be with her, my ex.
    So in 12 days my fantasy looked like it would be a reality. Was this really happening? Was I sure I wanted this, would I be able to go through with it?
    He was coming over here, to fuck my wife.
     
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  17. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    1) He is grateful to be getting that pussy at least one more time, 2) he realizes that you love her more than he ever did.
     
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  18. vladdy

    vladdy Active Member

    You're really lucky that she is going to sleep with another guy who makes her feel comfortable. Of course you're going to feel un-easy about this and probably feel conflicted. But you should be confident in your relationship.

    When the day comes I think you're really going to end up enjoying watching her scream in ecstasy of him thrusting his cock inside of her.

    And she is going to enjoy the sex too. Not just because of what he has to offer. But because you're going to be there supporting her while she makes love with her ex.
     
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  19. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    If all goes well, this is just the beginning. You will be living out your wife's sexual fantasies, wherever that leads. Perhaps MFM, perhaps she has a Lesbian side she will want to explore. One thing is certain, she will love you more than ever for it.
     
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  20. Takemoment

    Takemoment Member

    I am sure he wants to fuck her cunt again. Per my wife, the sex was never a problem in their marriage.
     

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