This site is in sorry shape. I don't know what went wrong; I found this while a small community (or perhaps because of that) to be a vibrant and thoughtful community of members serious about living this lifestyle. I found support here, and I even made friends. Even people I have ended up having off-line e-mail communication with...phone calls and even in person meetings. You know who you are. Your support has been invaluable to me over the years. Real cuckolds know that cuck angst is real. There have been times I have been consumed by it. Members here have helped me through some of those tougher times. You've also celebrated the good times with me, and I Have with (some of) you. In September of this year I will celebrate ten years of marriage. On November 4th of this year, I will celebrate ten years of being a cuckold to my wife. I would like to think I will be able to celebrate that with some of you here...but from the infrequency of quality posts these days I'm really not sure. I would be sad to see this site go out not with a bang, but a whimper. But I believe that is how it may be going. I find I spend more time at ourhotwives.org - if anyone in the future should find this and be looking for me, you can find me on there; I am canadianwittol on that forum as well.