Ok here goes, I've been married to my wife for 2 years now but I've been with her for 11. Both of us have been faithful throughout but for the past year or so I've had the urge to watch her have sex with someone else. I've searched cuckold porn and stories and most involve servicing 'the bull' but I'm really not into that. The thought of touching another mans penis repulses me although I'd love to see it in my wife. I'm the dominant type and we don't practice any submissive activities. In fact all our sex life is mainly me on top, picking positions, telling her what to do and we both like this. Outside of the bedroom she's the boss and we have a superb relationship. She's the love of my life and I never want to be without her and she feels the same. Could someone please advise me what is going on in my head. Am I a voyeur, a cuck or just want to see my wife further dominated. I'm so confused and the urge for this is becoming unbearable. I masterbate about 5 times a week thinking about it.