CUCKOLD CONFESSION By Dan It was really painful the first time I saw my wife with another man. I guess that I had known that something was going on for quite awhile but just didn't want to admit it. So I went along as though everything was fine. We had been married about three years and had move to New York City about 18 months ago. She was both pretty and cute. I adored her. She was about 5'5" long light brown hair, brown eyes and had a smile to die for. About 1120 pounds she had smallish breast curved hips and the most sensual thighs a guy could imagine. She was 24 at the time. The fantasy cute young wife. I loved her more than anything else in life. I was just starting out in my career and worked long hours usually getting home about 9:00 - 10:00 in the evenings. But on the weekend we had fun playing in the city. I remember it was April 12. I was tired and sort of burned out having had no vacation in over a year. So at 4:300 I left work early and took the subway home. Got the mail, into the elevator and up to our 25th floor apartment. I unlocked the door and went in. Then my world, my life began to shatter in front of me. Ohhhhhhhgoooooo God, yessssssssss. Yeeeeeeeagggggggggh. Yes. Yes. Aoweeeeee. Yes. More. Yes. God Oh My God, Ahhhh, Ahhhhh, Ahhhhh. Yes aughhhhhhh. The apartment filled with it. Echoed the place. Coming from down the short hall. In a daze I step forward a few steps and glanced to the left. The door was closed and more Aggggggh noooooooo your gonna Oh yes, Oh yes, Oh my God.Aggggggghhhhhhh] more, more, more. Yes, aggghhhhowwwwwwweeeee. I knew. I was in a daze. I knew what it meant. Yet I was in total disbelief. I heard and rocking bang against the hall wall. A rhythmic bumping. Yes, the bed was on the other side of the wall and the sound was my bed, mine and my wife's bed crashing to the wall as she continue to yelp and grunt,. My wife was in bed with another man. I knew it, no doubt, pretty obvious. But I couldn't accept it. I just backed out the door and left the building. I wandered the streets. then about 8:30 I went back. Afraid to go in. I watch various men leaving the building, wondering if that WAS him. How long, who was it, why, how, my mind raced with questions, confusions and pain. And the memory of the sounds in the apartment, the guteral wailing and the banging on the wall. I finally went in and as usual Laurel was in bed watching Television. She smiled when I came and said " hi there". She was so sweet. nothing seemed different. I got into bed with her and we cuddled and kissed. She fell asleep next to me. I laid awake wondering as I looked at her who was it. Who only 5 hours ago had she been having sex with in the very bed I was now about fall asleep in. Yes, I could smell it, smell him. Like everything else I had been and was still denying it. But no doubt the musky smell of sweat, lust and dried cum stains was everywhere. Yes, as I was breathing some other guys scent was filling my nostrils, emanating from my own wife. I fell asleep that night then for the next six weeks was tortured but not knowing, always wondering. My mind would drift at work and every guy I passed within in three blocks of our apartment building I wondered if that was him. It was driving me nuts. Yet, I made sure I never came home before 9:00 - making sure that I would not have to face her knowing that I knew. That all ended one Sunday morning, as I was reading the paper. I grabbed the paper from the table on her side of the bed to take it into the living room to read. When I picked up the paper I grabbed a small sheet of paper with it and when I went to read section B it fell onto my lap. In Laurel's handwriting I saw. " Buck - there - 18th 4:00 - new place - 407 East 49th" - third floor - Key under railing at top landing. New place was underlined. The 18th was here birthday - she always got that day off. Was that his name? Buck? That address - that was one bad ass part of town - Hell's Kitchen they called it. A neighborhood lined with old somewhat abandoned buildings. Prostitutes usually lined the street, drug addicts wandered everywhere. Dealers, selling to their customers in the shadows. That was next Tuesday. The next day on my lunch break I grabbed the subway and got off at 8th avenue and 49th. Then walked to the address. It was an old commercial type building. Looked like it use to be a garage that had been converted into rooms. Four floors with metal stairs ran up the front. The neighborhood had a bad stench. Garbage roasted on the curb in the July heat. I looked up to the third floor. A black man in a dirty t-shirt sat in the window smoking a cigarette, flicking his ashes down to the street. He appeared to be about 6' or so and weighed at least 250. His flabby belly showed hanging over his belt protruding from his t-shirt. He looked totally spaced. Probably a crack addict, at least. I went up to the main door. The door was open and on the directory I saw the name " Bucks Place " next to the number 301. What was my sweet innocent wife doing even hearing about a place like this. A person could be knifed around here, let alone a pretty, cute white 24 year old girl. I yelled up to the man in the window " You 301"? " Yep - need some " I stammered..." NO, you buck? " Nope - He aint tradin today so I's just watching his place - get me some free stuff. I left, even more confused. " Ain't tradin what? Was Laurel into some drugs or something - no way. As I wonder I bumped into a guy in a business suit " You okay buddy he asked? "No, I mean yes I stammered." Then I thought, " You know what goes down up their - pointing up to the top of the building" He leaned over and got in my face " You wanna not go up there - They have a way of losing guys like you. Every day for the next three days I went there at different times. And I got braver, finally going inside, then going up to the third floor. On my last visit. The door to 301 was wide open and the whole place looked totally abandoned. I must have been nuts, then I decided if I got caught I could say I was trying to find my missing brother who was a crack head and someone spotted him at this building. With that story as a safety I slowly went into 301. It was totally empty. A catacomb of rooms, one with an old stove and a sink, another with a shower - old - water on the wall of the shower, yet no towels or anything. Then there was the main room. Empty, except in the middle was a box, about 4 feet high, 8 feet wide and about 8 feet long. Fully padded and upholstered in black leather. around the edged were 4 steel loops mounted on the edge. Wired. then I thought I had it. this is where some community group met, Laurel has just been doing some community outreach wok for the poor. Bet that was it. I would have left under that delusion if it had not been for a loud thung I heard from the roof above. That made me look up for a minute. I was being so careful that I had bee " staying low and never bothered to look up. When I did I saw something amazing. the entire selling cove was full of spot lights and had cameras mounted in each corner and in the middle on each side. So this was some kind of stage. Maybe a dancers practice room. I decided I had been there too long and left quickly, but as I left I saw a piece of cardboard behind the front door of room 301. I pulled it out and on it said " ZEBRA CLUB- MEMBERS ONLY " NEXT EVENT - July 18, Usually time. I spent the next two days trying to find out what the zebra club was. The closest answer I got was " you don't want to know buddy - they have a way of loosing guys like you " I took the next day off work. I had noticed a for rent sign on the building. I called the number and to make a long story short I rented room 302 for a month. That would get me in the building on the 18th. And the cat walk out of my window went in front of 301 so I could go out the escape and with some care go down four step turn around and look into 301, any room except the kitchen and bathroom. I hardly slept the night of the 17th and on the morning of the 18th I went to work early so I could leave at 3:00. At 3:00 I headed for the building. I wanted to get to my room before "the event" I didn't want Laurel or anyone to know I was there. Would she show up? If so what was the reason. I was to meet her at home at 9:00 for her birthday dinner. But for now I was at " the building". It was quiet in the building at 3:15. I laid don on the cot and actually fell asleep - must have been totally stressed out. I awoke about 4:100 to the sound of loud industrial rock music shaking the building. The music was so loud I couldn't hear much else. I got off the cot and went to my door. Opening it I saw the hall full of men, mainly blacks some Hispanics. One or two older white guys. The hallway was filled with cigarette and cigar smoke and the smell of cheap wine and whisky filled the air. It was bit of a party Atmosphere - like at a boxing match. I saw a sign card on the stairway. It said " Breeding Today ". What was going on. Then I was sure I had just wasted a lot of time and money on this all. This was obviously some men's event and Laurel was probably at home, maybe even in bed with some other guy. As I began to close the door to collect my stuff and get out of there my heart jumped and my stomach turned as I heard this all to familiar voice, that light giggle. It was her, my wife. She was there. Carefully I looked again and I saw her. She was coming up the stairway. Dressed as usually in light blue slacks and the Brown, White and Blue sweater I had got her for her birthday. I broke into a sweat, my heart pounded then I felt like I was going to vomit. She was accompanied, Leaning into and being escorted by this guy. He was about 6'5" black as coal, big build, shaved head, big black eyes. He was wearing several rings on his massive black hands and wearing a full length fur coat - In July? Frozen I watched as the got to the top of the stairs. He walked Laurel into the dark recess aside from the landing. She was giggling and gazing up at this massive man that accompanied her. He leaned into my wife and ran his hand though her long sot brown hair. As her head tilted back he leaned into her and as her jaw dropped his mouth covered my wife's as they kissed a deep hot passionate kiss. He hands ran all over his fur covered body as he worked her mouth. His other black hand planted over Laurels crotch I saw that he was crushing her crotch very hard as he held her in place. The man the took both of her arms and stretched them over her and against the wall, As his massive frame held her tightly against the wall his hand went into the pocket of his coat. As his hand withdrew I saw a large syringe full of a greenish fluid. All of his weight against her and his mouth crushing into Laurels' he quickly roiled her sweater up under her arm pit and in one smooth motion had inserted the needle tip of the siring deep into they muscle of my wife's upper right are. My heart beat as it sank. I felt faint and confused, sick. Scared to death of what I had found. In my dizziness I watched as the green fluid slowly emptied out of the syringe and into Laurel's arm. Closing the door I staggered back to my cot. I must have passed out with shock. I came around in what must have been 30 minutes. The music still blared, but it was quiet in the hall. I collected myself. " Have to do as Planned" I then opened the window out onto the cat walk. The noise of the music - now hard acid rock blared from the room next door. I could also see the flashing of colored lights - red, green, blue, yellow coming out of 301. In fact the window was open. I took a deep breath and went out on the catwalk. Looking down so as not to fall three floor I went down the steps counting them - 1, 2, 3, 4, 5. Carefully I turned around. I was right below the window. My heart pounded. As I carefully stood up from my crouch position the life I once though I had began to disappear. I saw the main room, the one with the stage. All of the lights had lowered from the ceiling. The cameras dangled down as well, A 4 foot by 8 foot mirror had lowered down over the stage. And my wife. My sweet wife. Laurel was on the upholstered leather stage. On her back. Fully clothed. Her sweater was pushed up below her breasts, exposing her soft belly and her blue slacks were open at the sipper, peeled back over her hips. Over her was the most massive human I had ever seen. He must have been 7 feet tall. Shiny black with rippling muscle everywhere. Shoulder that looked 4 feet wide and clutching the two small white hand. My wife's hands. A good 350 pounds of black maleness in the push up position. And hanging from his groin a massive penis, at least 14 inches and thick as my arm. And with the tempo of the acid rock music, as the lights flashed He cock, locked into my wife's vagina. I blinked and caught the beginning of the beat. The large black mushroom head was at Laurels vagina opening, her labia swelled and clings to his cock head. Then as the music moved he began to lower the cock into my wife. Slowly all 14' disappeared up into my wife's belly. Exposed, I swear I cold see her stomach bulge out as the mans cock filled her. Laurel clung on to the black stallion as he sawed in and out of her. I saw my wife's eyes, all glazed over from the drugs as she gazed into the man's eyes with a wanton animalistic lust. It was as if her body talked back to the man's flesh as it moved on her. His tool fully lodged inside her, his orange sized balls packed into the opening of her zipper Laurel rolled her hips against the mans groin. As he began to withdraw the tight grip of Laurels love canal stayed with the cock as she was lifted of the stage as his shiny black buttocks lifted to the beat of the music. It was like they were dancing horizontally. My sweet cut 24 year old wife of just 4 years was being screwed by the large black male I could have imagined. Around the inner side of the stage stood at least 30 men. Jerring and guffawing as my wife did a mating dance with another man. Ws this Buck or was buck the man in the hall that shot Laurel full of the drugs. The man's speed became faster and faster and soon I saw my wife's belly soaking with sweat. She wiggled and squirmed as the huge phallus worked her woman hood relentlessly. Soon her sweater and slacks were also soaked. Her sweat, His sweat dripping from his glistening sweating torso, mixing on her. I took a short break the looked back again. The man was now on his knees on the stage and he held Laurel up over him My wife clung to his huge black chest as he rocked and rolled his man tool into my wife's womb. Her arms encircled his massive neck as she rode his stallion meat. Her hair mated, torso arching back. Through the sweater even I could see how engorged her breast had become as a result of her lusting heat at the hands of the massive man. Her nipples protruded from her sweater. The rocked together and she leaned towards him as he stuck out his tongue my wife's mouth gobbled it into her mouth. Then his thick meat lips locked on to Laurels. He frenched her throat deep and he let her set the pace. Laurel rode his large phallus at a regular slow beat. Rocking as she rolled her hips letting his cock stir her belly. In here street clothes, high on some exotica drug in the seediest part of New York City My wife was wantonly having sex with a man other than me. A man who was twice my size and endowed like Gods' gift to Human propagation. Oh my God Laurel was not on the pill. I looked again. A totally destroyed condom hung around the black stud cock. Totally destroyed it hung around the base of his cock like a n old balloon. My god if he shot his load into my wife. As deep as he was, and As big as those balls were. Didn't she know, didn't she care. then I remembered the sign in the hall " Breeding Party". Remembered, ZEBRA CLUB , yes, black and white animal. Oh god. I caught myself jut in time or I would have fallen to the street. Again dizzy. I had a crashing headache. My vision was blurred. The music was louder than ever, the light flashing. the image of my wife riding another mans penis....it was to much. Then I broke into a shivering cold sweat as I heard the voice, on a microphone. " Ya sir MR. Buck, you sure did find a mighty fine black man to breed to the sweet girl tonight...You go girl...ride the brothers tool : the next voice..." Yes sir gentlemen I'm Dr. Buck, Welcome to the Zebra Club. " Now do I have any bets on tonight's breeding?" You can place your investments in this sweet man's wife with masta George over there" Settle back and have some brew and relax. WE gonna breed us a zebra in little laurel's womb before di nights ova " The men applauded and laughed as the music kept going. Another look Laurel, still with her clothes on was humping and grind against the black stud. Below her ass a pool of fluids puddled. A foaming slosh dripped from her lovers large balls, my wife life juices flowing from her womb over his cock and onto the stage.