I have been a cuck for many years my wife having several lovers over the years, with the arrival a few years back of a long term lover I entered into a 99% poly relationship. He was very experienced and said I was too masculine to be a true cuck. With my wife's consent he set about feminising me. she at his request directing I should from then on only wear female knickers. This was followed soon after by painted toe nails, a collar and finally the fitment of a CB. Their relationship failed after 5 years and he left after she decided she couldn't love 2 men. We that's me and him were devastated. From that point I continued at her request to wear knickers and retained all the kinky things I had done then, painted toe nails etc. I have asked about wearing suspenders "just once" but this has been met with a firm NO. With the arrival of a new master and bull we has recommenced an active cuck relationship yesterday she wore suspenders for him and late last night I was told for the first time ever to clean her, it wasn't as bad as I had thought. I enquired about perhaps wearing her sweaty and discarded suspenders and granted whilst she was in the heat of passion she said " you can wear them cuck, they will fit you as my legs are longer than yours now go put them on" Before I went to bed I complied struggling to get them to fit right but managed and again refitted them before the three of went out today after a bath, it is strange walking about in public in suspenders I can feel them through my jeans. I am not sure she is aware yet that I have them under my jeans but she did feel my leg quite a lot as I drove the car so she may know already. We are dropping him off later (he is in our marital bed at the moment with her) so when we get back she will finally know I am wearing them, I am not showing her I will tell her or ask her to feel my upper leg. I do hope she approves and hopefully this maybe the start of being allowed to wear them occasionally. Is this bad?