cuck guys... why so gay?

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  1. UCUM666

    UCUM666 Well-Known Member

    I think there are several pretty well known and established paths for those of us who've arrived at full acknowledgement of our "gay"-ness. For me, I always was, have been, and am still an absolute lover of the female body. Yet, even the perfect female body is lacking something. A penis. And as somebody who developed a small penis complex starting pretty young (I can trace it back to junior high), the male organ has over time became a central focus of my psycho sexual being. What many may find strange is that I'm actually, statistically, pretty normal. At about 5-1/2", I remember back in the day actually pushing close to 6" when at my absolute rock solid hardness. But I'm, unfortunately, one of those guys whose penis is small when not stimulated. Anyway, long story short, I developed a complex that eventually led to me being excited about my female partner being satisfied by larger cocks. I've had a number of relationships through the years, including a twelve year marriage, end at least in part because of my sexual proclivities. However, that's not to say they wouldn't have ended for other reasons anyway. It's been quite an evolution of sorts, as I progressed through my 30's and 40's, and am now in my mid 50's, this cock-centric focus of my sexuality has only become stronger. I've been involved in a couple MFMs, and have had a strictly gay encounter with a nice and really fit guy who fucked my ass. Although I was pretty intoxicated at the time, I remember liking being fucked in the ass and being used. To this day, I from time to time like to use my 8" thick dildo up my ass for prostate orgasms. Although not the easiest of things to achieve, when you do have one, it's very satisfying. And so different from normal ejaculations. Every man should experience this in my opinion. Anyway, to wrap this up, I'm fortunate to have a female partner that lets me be me. We don't have sex that much anymore, but at least she seems content with our relationship, and accepts the fact that I'm just not into "normal", vanilla sex. JS
     
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  2. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    We are 100% on the same page with that one.
    The male organ is no where near a central focus of mine, but I have become appreciative of another guy's penis and scrotum before and as it enters a woman, during their copulation, and during his orgasm/ejaculation, both with my wife and other women. Watching other couples in the act is an enjoyable thing of beauty that I now get to do.
    The guys Audrey fucks are all average, as am I. Neither of us has a size thing. When Audrey and I first met she told me straight out that she had other boyfriends (and I was smart enough to figure out that she meant fucking them as well) and girlfriends. When we started fucking, she was clear that she wasn't giving up her other lovers and I was glad just to be able to get into her cunt as well. When we fell in love she repeated her conditions, while I was happy that she agreed to marry me. At first it was an abstraction that neither turned me on nor made me jealous. But after I met Audrey's lovers, watched and participated in MFMs with each (and later MFMF swaps and FFMs with the wives and her single girlfriend), seeing my wife getting it off with another man or woman is a real turn-on.

    My wife on the other hand has deepened a complex that she had before we met - FFM in the context of a married couple, with a strong Lesbian side. It started with her being the third for a couple who she had lived with for two years, during which time they got married. She now has three married couples that she is involved with - that one who lives closeby, one a couple of hours away, and one in Germany.

    Audrey has developed a kink for the flip side, she has a mostly Lesbian girlfriend who is now the third in our marriage. That girl enjoys my cock, but she is totally disengaged from me and is either licking Audrey's cunt or kissing her as I fuck her, mostly from behind. Then the two women really go at it.
     
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  3. UCUM666

    UCUM666 Well-Known Member

    Wow! That's one special lady and relationship you got there! You're a lucky guy. JS
     
  4. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    I think so too, although not primarily for her sexual attributes. Audrey is intelligent, interesting and adventurous. I just accepted her sexual proclivities because she was otherwise Worth It, but grew to appreciate those as well.
     
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  5. michael1987

    michael1987 Well-Known Member

    [QUOTE="UCUM666, post: 148834, member: 90781"I from time to time like to use my 8" thick dildo up my ass for prostate orgasms. Although not the easiest of things to achieve, when you do have one, it's very satisfying. And so different from normal ejaculations. Every man should experience this in my opinion". [/QUOTE] I endorse that to the very Hilt, Jeff! But with me it's the Real Thing, not a dildo, that I take up my arse. Namely, my beautiful young black bisexually versatile buddy's eight-and-half inch cock. My prostate orgasms with him fucking me are the most intense and addictive orgasms I have ever experienced. That said, the sudden increase in girth of his cock-shaft when he orgasms with me can be shockingly stretching of my anal sphincter. But I get off beautifully on the acute but thankfully transient pain of that too and cum buckets with him as his cock-head thrusts orgasmically very hard against the back of my bulging prostate.
     
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  6. UCUM666

    UCUM666 Well-Known Member

    I endorse that to the very Hilt, Jeff! But with me it's the Real Thing, not a dildo, that I take up my arse. Namely, my beautiful young black bisexually versatile buddy's eight-and-half inch cock. My prostate orgasms with him fucking me are the most intense and addictive orgasms I have ever experienced. That said, the sudden increase in girth of his cock-shaft when he orgasms with me can be shockingly stretching of my anal sphincter. But I get off beautifully on the acute but thankfully transient pain of that too and cum buckets with him as his cock-head thrusts orgasmically very hard against the back of my bulging prostate.[/QUOTE]

    The "Real Thing" would be awesome! Consider yourself very lucky. :)
     
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  7. michael1987

    michael1987 Well-Known Member

    The "Real Thing" would be awesome! Consider yourself very lucky. :)[/QUOTE]

    I do Jeff.

    Woops!! Perhaps I ought to re-phrase that to stress that I'm using the verb intransitively. That said, I would sure love to meet up with you and Audrey and give your prostate a nudge or two while you're doggying her.

    My buddy often tells me that in that setting he can't imagine a more perfect prostate-loving "back-up man" for him in our threesomes with his wife---my beautiful ex.

    Certainly I always feel his big nutty prostate contracting like crazy against my stabbing cock-head and his arsehole sphincter spasming deliciously hard around the root of my shaft when he eventually ejaculates in her.
     
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  8. UCUM666

    UCUM666 Well-Known Member

    I do Jeff.

    Woops!! Perhaps I ought to re-phrase that to stress that I'm using the verb intransitively. That said, I would sure love to meet up with you and Audrey and give your prostate a nudge or two while you're doggying her.

    My buddy often tells me that in that setting he can't imagine a more perfect prostate-loving "back-up man" for him in our threesomes with his wife---my beautiful ex.

    Certainly I always feel his big nutty prostate contracting like crazy against my stabbing cock-head and his arsehole sphincter spasming deliciously hard around the root of my shaft when he eventually ejaculates in her.[/QUOTE]

    I think you're confusing me with WorthIt. Audrey is his gal, not mine.
     
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  9. michael1987

    michael1987 Well-Known Member

    I think you're confusing me with WorthIt. Audrey is his gal, not mine.[/QUOTE] Sorry Jeff. I am. But the cucks-together dynamic---not the Devil---made me do it.
     
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  10. UCUM666

    UCUM666 Well-Known Member

    It's okay, I forgive you. :)
     
  11. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    Without forgiveness, there is no redemption.
     
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  12. michael1987

    michael1987 Well-Known Member

    That's suprisingly NT of you Jeff. Was it intended to be?

    By the same Authority, forgiveness is predicated on repentance (Luke 17:3-6); even, and specifically, between brothers.
     
  13. UCUM666

    UCUM666 Well-Known Member

    Not sure what "NT" means, nor am I religious. So, you lost me....
     
  14. michael1987

    michael1987 Well-Known Member

    Sorry, Jeff. I should have explained. "NT" is an abbreviation for the New Testament of the Christian bible.
     
  15. barbietiz

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    My wife said than I'm not gay, I'm just a wimp fem sissy cuck and she love it.
     
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  16. Worth It

    Worth It Well-Known Member

    Not sure what "NT" you're referring to.
     

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